“I’d rather make mistakes than nothing at all.”

All these days have turned these months into a year
And I’ve been spending every second wishing I could disappear
And I know when they all start to speak again
I just need some inspiration I can rightfully defend
And I’m close when it’s hurting bad, it only gets worse
I sing for the children of the earthI’ve broken every rule that I’ve known
Since you told me that I’ve got to have passion
Honestly, you’ve got me all wrong
I am just a boy on my own, and looking for some promising action
Tell me what it takes to move on

When I’m gone I can’t keep up with what’s at home
And I’d love to make it right, but there are things I can’t control
But I’m close, when it’s over tell me when to let go
I’ll be the last one to know

When you were at the top of my list, I promised you
That this wouldn’t happen, how do I begin to explain
Crimson lips and permanent kiss, you love me
On the back of her napkin, maybe I should throw it away

Make a move, so carefully,
Cut me down and let me bleed
And I’ll slowly, walk away

And now you wanna talk, so fitting
I remember times, when you were holding by a thread of a chance
You’ll make it out alive, God willing
All you need is time,
And it’s been getting awful close to our year
This is so messed up, but if you give me all your love
Then we’ll show angels up above,
That we can make it out alive, God willing,
I remember times, when you were holding by a thread of a chance

I’ve broken all the rules that I’ve known
You told me that I’ve got to have passion
Honestly, you’ve got me all wrong
I am just a boy on my own,
And looking for some promising action
Tell me what it takes to move on

Make a move, so carefully,
Get me down and let me bleed
And I’ll slowly walk away

-Mayday Parade

 

“I’d rather make mistakes than nothing at all.”

first world problems..

I hate when you are trying to talk to someone about your problems or issues you have going on in your life, and whoever you are trying to vent to stops you short and says “there are worse things going on in the world, so your problems don’t matter.”

But I am here to tell you, you’re problems matter. 

If you are feeling unwanted, mistreated, alone, underrated, unappreciated, etc. and you need to cry about it, cry. 

I am not saying be a drama queen that never shuts up about your problems, but if you have just had enough, let it out!

Whenever someone stops me and makes me feel like whatever I am going through, doesn’t mean anything and that there are starving kids in Africa I 1. want to punch them in the face because there are starving people everywhere and 2. feel worse about myself, because now this person that I thought would actually listen and care, actually doesn’t give two fucks about me.

Yeah, when you don’t care about their problems, you don’t care about them, because their problems are a part of them.

Everyone’s problems are real, whether or not they matter to you, apply to you, drag you into them; whoever is feeling that pain, feels it, and if you are the person that they trust enough to talk to, you better listen.

I personally, have been shut down far too many times, because my problems are inferior to the rest of the world. The thing is though, I feeling picked on by my own family day in and day out, being called horrible names, feeling alone, depressed, unwanted, replaceable, are all very real.

I hope that you (whoever may be reading this) have someone in your life that will put their problems to the side, and offer a shoulder to cry on. But never forget that you need to return the favor if the situation presents itself.

first world problems..